Friday, April 30, 2010

One step backwards

Well i went in on the 18th for my b/w. I had a horrible feeling. I lost my cramping..but somehow i knew. I got the call on the 19th..dh took it. It was a bfn. :( We cried together for a couple of hours. Then dh had to leave me alone (at night) to go to work...it was rough.

AF didnt show until the following Friday. She was surprisingly light and only lasted for 3 1/2 days. It was really only spotting.

Im doing better now..or so i think. I still have that strong desire to be a mother..but i dont feel my fight with infertility is over...next year we plan on trying ivf again. We didnt have any frozen babies..so we have to start from scratch again..but i will do whatever i have to to be a mother and make dh a father!